A step back and a review

I will eventually settle down into blogging. This year and the end of last year was such a rollarcoster and i will try to type it all out. I started working for this christian organization that does youth work in schools and im having a blast. Last term we had to do a study on a book of the bible i chose to do the forbidden one Song of Solomon [lol]. It was really good for me to have done it and I learned so much about myself as well as what God wants from me as a sacrifice. I then decided to give up guys for a year as a promise to myself that i really want to keep and i have so far. But, seriously they just seem to crawl out of the wood work. I really want to settle not end anything i want to do but to get married have a loving relationship have my education and a good job and such stuff. I can hear the groans ur so young? what do you know about love? Ur not ready for a relationship. Yes I do agree that to a certain extent these things are true but i can't wait. This is why i feel this year will be a time for me to collate myself to ggrow up and mature not just physically or personally but in my relationship with God. And when temptation sets in i just need to hang on to the fact that this will make me so much stronger of a person and as a woman.